I guess i have really misused hubby's trust in me. Hubby found out a conversion kept in my chat logs which agitated him.

Not going to elaborate in details about the chat logs cause i doesn't want the other party to know.

This was the first time i saw hubby raising his voice at me. I knew i had done something wrong. Normally, i will quarrel back with him but, this time round no words came out from my mouth. I really got nothing to say to cover myself in this matter.

He just left my house angrily and i'd been waiting for his calls or messages. After several thoughts, i messaged him, quarrels in between, i knew i was in the wrong. Trying my best to cease hubby's anger.

A habit of mine that i have to change. Whenever hubby and i quarreled, i would tend to find someone to accompany me, & the gender would never be a lady. Perhaps this is the nature of women.

I do not feel angry at all no matter how hubby scolded me for what i had done. Cause the more he scolds me, the more i could feel how much he treasures me. What i had done really upset him, and i felt guilty for it.

This incident makes me realised how important i am to him. Those words he said to me melted my heart. Regardless of brothers, friends or even family, i am the most important and most trusted person to him.

I did not make the wrong choice. :) You are the one! :)