I guess i have really misused hubby's trust in me. Hubby found out a conversion kept in my chat logs which agitated him.

Not going to elaborate in details about the chat logs cause i doesn't want the other party to know.

This was the first time i saw hubby raising his voice at me. I knew i had done something wrong. Normally, i will quarrel back with him but, this time round no words came out from my mouth. I really got nothing to say to cover myself in this matter.

He just left my house angrily and i'd been waiting for his calls or messages. After several thoughts, i messaged him, quarrels in between, i knew i was in the wrong. Trying my best to cease hubby's anger.

A habit of mine that i have to change. Whenever hubby and i quarreled, i would tend to find someone to accompany me, & the gender would never be a lady. Perhaps this is the nature of women.

I do not feel angry at all no matter how hubby scolded me for what i had done. Cause the more he scolds me, the more i could feel how much he treasures me. What i had done really upset him, and i felt guilty for it.

This incident makes me realised how important i am to him. Those words he said to me melted my heart. Regardless of brothers, friends or even family, i am the most important and most trusted person to him.

I did not make the wrong choice. :) You are the one! :)

Quarrels with hubby.

Was watching the Forensic show with hubby. I can say it's a super duper nice show. Too bad i missed quite a number of episodes cause i was working. As usual, i was too engrossed in that show, and when it comes to the end of the show, i'll started frowning. Feel like renting the Vcd.

It started like this. When the show ended, hubby took the remote controller and turned off the tv. I was like what the hell... There was advertisement going on. I raised my voice at him. Hubby felt annoyed and showed his attitude back. This made me even pissed off.

Showing of attitudes, quarrels went on till late midnight. I couldn't get to bed as my mind kept refreshing hubby's attitudes. The more i think, the more angry i am.

I simply just couldn't control my temper, moreover i was having my menses. My temper just got bad to worse. From quarrels to fightings.

I know i really have a extremely bad temper, and not many people or boyfriends can tolerate the attitudes and temper of mine. I apologised for kicking and punching you. I know it hurts not only you but your heart. I'M SORRY! :(

I am still as stubborn as before. I just want you to give in to me. :D At times i might be unreasonable, talk to me nicely and i will understand. :) I'll try to control my temper though i'd said lots of times, but i can't promise you that i will really change. When i starts to mood swings, it will definitely swing to the maximum. What i want is just your sweet talking, care and concern.

Accidentally punched against a chair. :(

When can i stop getting overslept? Once i fell asleep, no matter how long my handphone alarm rings, i just so reluctant to pull myself out of bed. Snooze till i turned the alarm off.

Supposed to meet Yiwen at 11am @ TP's Posb ATM, thought of attending Web Service Development lecture as i have not attended a single lecture since school started. :P
Alarm rang, & i told Yiwen that i am not going, met her at 12.30pm to finish up our MP's presentation.

Liling ah Liling, must get rid of this habit! Didn't know that i'm in love with my bed so much. HAHAS. :D

I was just making a remark of not going for accounting lesson @ 2pm, yet Yiwen took it seriously. HAHAS! Can see that she doesn't really like this subject. Am i wrong to ask her to take this Cds with me. Haish! Hope she can clear this subject, or else it would be a waste for her to come back to school next semester just for 1 stupid Cds.

Skipped accounting lesson and we went for blood donation @ TP's library. Long queue and many procedures. Filled in the registration form, asking lots of personal and sensitive questions. While waiting for our turn to go into the room for medical check up, an Indian staff walked towards us, asking us to go for the veins test first.

Followed her and Yiwen went first. The lady told her that she was unsuitable for blood donating cause her veins are small. As for me, i'm suitable for it. :) However, i could see the disappointment from Yiwen's expression, so i do not wish to donate.




Veins test process.

Why would i go for blood donation? Cause i find it interesting. :D Curious on how they take my blood out? What is my blood type? How's the feeling going to be like during the process of blood being taken out? How would i feel after the process? HAHAS. :D

Bused to Tampines Mall. Coffee Bean's treat from Yiwen. THANKS! :) Shopped around and walked into a jewellery shop. Told the staff about the necklace and asked whether could it be customized. The price isn't as cheap as the one hubby and i asked at the previous shop. Shall get it soon perhaps or maybe continue searching.

丽玲 ♥ 俊贤
8:19 pm

Random post. :D

Monday

Monday blues. Damn hate Monday cause i started school at 8am to 4pm for only 3 subjects. Web Service development is fun & i'm loving it. HAHAS. :D Slightly hate Career Communication cause it is sort of like English lesson, so many drafts and report to write.

After school, bused with Yiwen & Huiyee to Expo but i alighted first cause of meeting hubby. Met up with hubby and 38 to Expo.

Not getting used to visiting food fair, but more to IT fair. HAHAS. :D Not craving for food, therefore i did not eat much except for shark fins. It tastes sucks la. Worst than those pasamalam stalls. Looking forward for tonight's dinner at 東嶽齊陰殿. :P

Backed home, bath and change, hubby played his psp while waiting for me.

Left my house and met up with AhBoon. Cabbed to Bedok Reservoir.

First time i got involved in the auction with hubby. HAHAS. :D We bid 2 bottles of 1 litres of MARTEL for $418. Can consider quite cheap alright. Best deal is the amount can be paid 1 year later. WAHAHAS XD.

Pardon for the quality of the pictures. I'd forgotten to take my camera out. :(


















Me & BB. <3



Cassandra's CHIVAS & my MARTEL. :)



LOVES! (:

I realised that most of my surrounding female friends preferred CHIVAS than MARTEL. Why?? I used to drink CHIVAS but after swapping to MARTEL, i find CHIVAS yucks! Hubby said that CHIVAS got a cockroach smell. WAHAHAS XD.


Pictures found in my desktop.










Sunday

Went down to meet hubby, Jasmine & Jian Ping as they had knocked off from work. Accompanied them to 844 coffeeshop & having the urge to drink, i went back home to take my Martel, & Jasmine went back to take her CHIVAS while hubby went to buy a packet of ice from 7-11.

Thought of finding a best void deck to settle down, however we went up the highest level of the car park. HAHAS. :D



Big packet of ice. :P



CHIVAS & MARTEL. :)



So sweet of Jasmine to bring cups and spoon for us. HAHAS!



Mixture.



Nice idea to cover the light with plastic bag. HAHAS. :D






Conclusion: Car park is a nice & cooling place for drinking. HAHAS. :D

02/11/08, Celebration for Ah Boon's Birthday. :)

Knocked off from work at 7pm & hubby came to fetch me. Went to M1 shop cause hubby wanted to upgrade his contract & at the same time get a new handphone. So fucking damn sway ah. The model of the phone hubby wanted was out of stocks. Hubby even traded in his phone, yet when our queue number was being displayed out, we walked to the respective counter & after much talking, the lady told us the phone was out of stock. I was like what the fuck...

Went to take back hubby's phone & left the shop. Craving for ice cream, my treats. :) Went to Haagen Dazs. I was shivering after i ate the ice cream. :P
Bought an eyebrown pencil & a red color nail polish @ Face Shop. :) Walked back home, bath & changed while waiting for Alan's call.

Met up with Siewmei & Alan @ 844 coffeeshop. They ate before we cabbed down to Clark Quay. Ah Boon was waiting for us @ The Arena. Chit Yan & Wei Sen reached Clark Quay at the same timing as us. Together we walked over to The Arena.

It has been such a long time since i went to club...




Simply liling. :)












The Arena, Halloween Night.






The coffin. :P



Entrance fees were free. Thanks to Ah Boon for bringing us in. :) Heard that the age limit for guy & lady were 28 & 23 respectively. We were so young. :P
Ah Boon told us that he has 2 bottles of Martel @ Arena. Initially we thought that the 2 bottles referred to 2 bottles of 1 litres of Martel. But when the waiter carried a 'dua pao' & put it onto our table, we were shocked.



Dua pao is the 'cake', sparkles are the 'candles'. LOL. :P



Happy birthday, boy. :)



Hubby, Ah Boon & Alan. (:



Eating chocolate with Martel. HAHAS. :D



Can't remember what Ah Boon was drinking. Should be Lamborghini.












Ah Boon ordered Lamborghini for us. Trying our best to reject it but end up we drank it.



See our weird expression after the drink. HAHAS. :D












Waterfall. WOOHOO! Super nice sia. The outer layer of the cups were full of flames. NICE!



Terrence's turn to drink. :D



Bacardi 151.












WAHAHAS XD. From his expression, i know it tastes SUCKS! :D
























The bucket is special & nice. If i brought a bigger bag, i sure take it home. WAHAHAS XD. It could change into many colors. Cool!



2 angels. But does angel comes in black color? HAHAS. :D Black is more towards devil but devil does not have wings. Confusion. HAHAS. :D



WAHAHAS XD!



Thanks to Ah Boon for helping us to borrow the angel wings. :)



Hubby's sister (on the left side of the picture) came & joined us. What a coincidence that hubby's sister is also a childhood friend of Ah Boon. The world is really small. HAHAS!



Especially the girls were fascinated by the bucket. HAHAS. :D






Another coincidence thing. Ah Boon's friend, Jin Xiang came too. Siew Mei & i were shocked to see him. He was once a working colleague of ours 6 years ago. HAHAS!






We really finished up the 'Dua Pao'. Actually, i want to take the empty bottle back home but Alan wants it, so i let him has it. :)

To: Ah Boon.
If you are reading my blog, i just want to say a big thank you to you on the behalf of all of us for all your treats. You really spent ALOT! Hope you did enjoy yourself today. :) Cya when there's events or most probably is 南天宫大日子 on February. Take care alright. (: