Guess my shortest entries falls on August. HAHAS. :P Off day! Wanting to sleep the moment i reached home after school but i couldn't. After helping hubby to burn songs for him to bring to his shop, i stare blankly at my computer. My mind has been reflecting on what had happened today, this week & even next week.

Went for the ITCU presentation for the past 2 days. The more i see what other students present, the more worries i have. Questions have been flowing in my mind such as, what if the judges or students sitting at the LT finds that my project is a piece of shit or it is a fucking simple application compared to other groups who work on GPS, Web Portal & many more. ARGHS! The more i think, the less confident i have. I JUST FEEL TOTALLY STRESS UP!!! Pekchek!

Vent my anger out at hubby again. Haish! Jennifer reserved a black skirt for me at Eastpoint & i intend to go down to try it out after school ends. Told hubby about it, & what annoyed me was he said that i came down just because of the skirt and not him. I knew he was saying in a joking manner but i do not find it funny at all. It makes me even pissed off. To me, it seems like you doesn't know how i feel and so on. All you knows was to ask me not to work so much, other than this, what other concerning words do you have? Or perhaps, your timing of joke is not at the right time.

10 more days to go for the end of MP/SIP provided we can complete 100% of the project. I doubt i can. Last function, AJAX, is not implemented onto the project. Haish! Stress! I seriously don't want to burn my holidays by coming back to school to carry on with what is left undone. Tomorrow's my presentation, freaking worry and nervous. Hope everything will go smoothly. Think so much til i'm having headache. Gonna take a tablet of panadol & go to bed.

Happy Belated Birthday Jena!

Supposed to be a 4 sisters gathering but last minute received a message from Jasmine that she couldn't turn up cause of her headache. Thought of canceling this gathering, but Jena was already at City Hall waiting for us. Shall arrange another meet up where 4 of us are able to make it. :)

Siew Mei came to my house to add some wordings onto a card that was for Jena. Rushing out of time, therefore we flapped cab to Marina Square. Cab fare was so expensive, it cost us $20. Freak! Waited for Jena outside the 7-11 but we see no sign of her. Called her, & we walked to TopShop to find her.

Oh ya, a super duper shocking news from Jena. 100% shocking! She has a boyfriend! WAHAHAS XD! Omg! Let me recalled, 7 years ago when we knew each other, she doesn't has a boyfriend. Her 7 years of single life has ended. HAHAS. :D First reaction of us was, "Where's he?", next was, "Got pictures to see?" HAHAS. :D
Girl, always remember what we had told you. Though it might be discouraging but it is really for your own good. :) If you feel like finding someone to talk, dial our numbers & we will be there. (:

Dine at Paris instead of Yuki Yaki cause Siew Mei doesn't like sushi kind food. Dinner at Paris is darn expensive. The moment we stepped into the place, $40 gone! But we consoled ourselves by saying 久久吃一次. :P Now let pictures do the talking. :)




My love.



Liling. :)





Siew Mei, Jena & me. :)



First round of food. HAHAS. :D



The prawn is delicious but not the shell thingy. :P





Fruits are good for digestion. :)









Advertising the plates. HAHAS. :D












We realised that the supervisor kept talking to us. Funniest thing was he told us that we ate so many fried food without taking drinks. We didn't even realised that our table only contained of food and not drinks. HAHAS. :D The supervisor even told us that we would definitely feel thirsty after 15 to 20 minutes of eating. :P & also, he seemed to be like suspecting our capabilities of finishing whatever food we took. HAHAS!












Marshmallow with chocolate. Looks nice but doesn't taste nice.












PS: Following will be some unglamorous pictures. Close this window if you don't wish to see. :)






















Trying our best to make 斗鸡眼. HAHAS. :D





Candid shot. HAHAS!






















Backed to Tampines, walked to Ldf to meet up with hubby, Ben, Wei Sen, Jennifer, Jian Bin & Chit Yan. Slacked there for awhile & saw Jasmine passed by the playground. She was on her way to 7-11 to get some drinks after she woke up.

Now i can't even afford to find time to slack at Ldf, unlike in the past, my most frequent hang out place is there. Time can't bring us back but memories. :)

As usual, left my house at around 8.40am, reached school & clocked in at 8.55am. Trying my very best not to be late. :)

Walked into my lab, sat down for not long & heard shouting from the lab beside mine. Stood up & looked into the lab through the window. Surprisingly, 2 Indian girls were quarreling. Indian A stood up pointing & shouting at Indian B. OMG! Most thrilling part was, Indian A slapped Indian B! Indian B could no longer stand it, stood up, cried & pushed Indian A away. Indian A made one step forward & all the cat fights started. Well, story ended cause another Indian C & a Malay guy went to stop everything. Freak!
So drama lohs. HAHAS. :D Interesting lahs. If the fights could hold longer. :P A big news for today. Even the lab opposite mine also knew about it. HAHAS. All of our attentions were drawn to them, yet the funny thing was, none of the chinese wanted to stop them. All stood there watching. HAHAS. :D

My lab mates, especially the guys, were discussing about the fights. Many different comments were given on them. Such as, maybe Indian A yesterday went to pub & got herself drunk, than her mood wasn't good. Or Indian A break up with her boyfriend so trying to vent her anger out. Lame lahs. WAHAHAS XD! Some even said, if i were Indian B, i sure slapped back till Indian A "pi tor ka", meaning lie on the floor. HAHAS!
Chatted with Limin on msn, & heard that Indian A has "siao dui" background, meaning mental problem. I think they were quarreling over the project stuffs.

Fights aside. Backed to school work. PR2 is just next week, feel nervous & scare. Heard that there will be judges judging our project. Somemore stil have to present in front of all the ITCU students. ARGHS! I'm worry others might think that my project is simple & nothing special. Unlike others, most of them were doing gaming programmes. Haish!

These is what i have been doing for the past 4 or 5 months.

















You guys might think that it is very simple & easy to do. It is simple but not easy! Especially all the Java codes behind all these server-client sides programme. Moreover it is not totally complete, Ajax is to be included into this programme but i just do not know how to. Stress!
Sometimes i'm thinking, what the fuck am i doing here. I'm not going to be a programmer in the future, but just because of the certificate! Stress!

I find myself not to be myself. What has actually happened? I've changed alot, especially my temper. The one and only person who knows it is hubby. He told me that my temper is getting bad to worst. Seriously i cannot control myself, i'd tried but i can't. At times i'll 自暴自弃.
Did i step into some 小人? Or someone invisible controlling my mind? I seriously don't know. Will i have split personality? I don't want it!
Hubby told me it was because of stress, & i hope it really is. I want to get rid all my stress!

4 sister gathering later. :) Celebrating a belated birthday for Jena. I'm going home to bath & changed before meeting Siewmei, Jasmine & Jena. :)

Will be taking pictures later so, to be continued... :D