YOU MADE ME FUCKING ANGRY + DISAPPOINTED !!!

Yesterday i went to wait for him till he knocked off as he always says it has been a long time since i last fetched him off from work.
He did something which i MOST do not wish to see!! So nice smoking with a girl right?!! The feeling must be damn SHIOK right?!! Stopped telling me you came out to smoke was to find me! So what if it is the truth? DOES SHE NEEDS TO BE THERE?!!!!!
So what if she wants to smoke too. FUCK! She can't find other GUYS to accompany her. Can't you reject her and smoke later. Don't smoke you will die is it? So what if she has a boyfriend? None of my business. Who says one can't flirt with guys even she has a boyfriend.

Sometimes i don't know you are a dumb or an idiot. My face was already so damn black and my attitude towards you changed 360 degrees yet! you stil do not know what i'm pissed off with. All you know is to tap on me, pull my hands and call me. What else you stil know?! Asking me not to angry. HOW? You teach me lah.

I already once reminded you not to smoke with girls yet you jolly well take my words as though it was an air-words. When things happened all you know was to say sorry. 'Sorry', this word big fuck ah. The feeling which i wants to avoid MOST yet you gave it to me!
Telling me smoking with girls nothing wrong. Fine! From now onwards, after my school ends, whenever my guy friends drive a car or ride a motorbike, i'll ask them to send me home. Also nothing wrong what.

Heard that the girl loves to tease or disturb guys whom she knows. Bitch! Don't make me report to your boyfriend. I don't mind being your relationship spoiler. I see your face i already feel like slapping you. ARGHS!!!! FUCK!! Whether is she out there to spoil people relationships with or without intentions, i don't care!

This is the first time we quarrelled without putting to an end. I had been ignoring him since last night till now. Don't ask me why. I am just fucking angry and disappointed!!
My trust to you had gone down to the maximum! And i do not need you to trust me either.
Don't force me to my limits. Anger keeps flowing around me. Feel so much like switching off my handphone and not letting you able to find me.

I know some people out there must be feeling glad over my situation. By all means, i don't give a damn!