Went to Jasmine block to meet bi and we went salon to have our hair cut. I looked no difference even though i had cut my hair. I only cut away those frizzy hair. I have lots of frizzy hair. Bi cut and dyed his hair red. And i mean RED! My hubby looks more handsome in his new haircut but i don't really like his colour. BLACK looks nicer! Hees. Perhaps was i don't get used to it. See him in his new colour makes me feel like dying too. I want dye copper red!! Maybe few months later i'll dye. :)
Haish... Quarrels with him again. This time it was my fault!!!
I should have let him see those messages in my handphone. If i'd let you touch my handphone, deep quarrels wouldn't had happened. I knew my explanations to you were little and it can't convinced you that there's nothing between Jeremy and I. I'd made you angry yet i did not care about your feelings. I even vent my anger at you. Makes it like it was all your fault. I was so angry that's why i walked away and yet you didn't bother to chase after me. Disappointment and sadness covered up my angryness. You made me felt that you're not going to bother about me anymore. That's why i said those hurtful words and switched my handphone off. Don't do that again okies? Remember what you'd said, "You will never leave me alone outside anymore!"
Bi i'm so sorry too!!! Sorry that i kept saying those hurtful words to you. Millions of sorry. Guess just like what Jeremy had said, "That's the stubborn girl i know. The SIBEI TIKI girl." I admit i'm stubborn. All of my friends know about it. Bi, you must have been tolerating me. Muacks! Everything is fine between us afterall. <3

Jeremy, no need to say sorry to me because it was not totally your fault. And anyway thanks for your concern. :)

Can't wait for tomorrow to meet bi for shopping. His off day tommorow. (:

1 bad news, 1 good news, 1 half bad half good news = My Day.

The bad news. It's my 大姨妈 fault! The moment i stood up from my seat, i felt my pants kinda wet and had the cold feeling. Turned and asked Hui Yee is it the blood stain. FUCK! IT IS!
Although it wasn't the first time i got my pants stained, it is the first time it happens in the public!! ARGHS! So damn paiseh! Thank god i carried the right bag. The handler is long enough for me to slant my bag to my back, covering my backside! PHEW! Felt so much like cabbing home but there was extra charges! No choice but to walk in a fast pace with my hand supporting the bag. Thanks to my bag. If not i think i'm going to sit in the lab waiting for someone to bring a pants for me. DAMN SWAY!

The good news. Bought the cutie make up pouch that i saw perhaps during last month. Other than that i also bought a shoe from Mondo shop. On sales again, so it's CHEAP! Haha! :)

The half bad half good news. My thumbdrive has lost. Last to see and touch it was yesterday during DMSD lesson yet i realised it only this morning when packing my bag. One word to say, LATE! I AM SO CARELESS!
Reached the class, told Cai Yan and Jean about it. Next minute Jean took out a thumbdrive which resembled mine. It's mine! Heard from her the class that used the lab after us found my thumbdrive and one of the students hand it over to the lecturer. That's Wen Qiang. He's my 救星!! Thanks thanks! Heng ah. Ti gong boh bi. Haha.

Can't believe that we scored an 'A' for Orgcom peer tutorial. Clap clap!! Think Rafiq finds our presentation and role play interesting. WAHAHAS XD. After school had a meeting with my members and headed to Tampines Mall for dinner and some shoppings with bi.

Looked through my wishlist and decided to delete some of the items such as Laptop and Kinky Femme perfume. I already have my own computer so having a laptop is of no use. As for the perfume, it can't be found in Singapore and don't think i'm going to buy it online. So i changed it to Chanel Chance perfume.
Bought Maybelline Perfect concealer, Kate liquid rouge lip gloss and a SilkyGirl Duo eye shadow. WOOTS! Haha! *Love Love* Walked into Converse shop and bi saw one black shoe that he likes but i don't find it nice at all. Looks more like those Malay youngsters style. So he chose the other design instead. Bi has the member card at Converse and he got the shoe at $59.90. ^^
Went to Mango shop and tried a shirt but it doesn't look nice on me so did not buy it. Bi bought for me a MNA black straight cut 3/4 pants at $37.60 instead of $46.90. All of the shops are on sales now! Hees. Next we walked into FreshBox shop and bi bought a belt and a shirt. Done with our shoppings and dine at Long John Silver.

LOVE MY BIBI SO MUCH!!!

I have been rotting from morning to afternoon so messaged Jasmine and we went shopping. Actually i am the one who wants to buy shoes for Chinese new year but end up she involved in shopping too. Lol! Looks like it is my fault for asking her out or else she won't spend money.
She got herself a long top. We went to try a jumpers and i like it so much. Initially i considered whether should i get that jumpers, shoes or a long shoulder/sling bag. Don't know what's that type of bag is called. Update you guys when i know the name.
After discussing with bi, he asked me to buy the jumpers since i can't find any shoes that i like. As for that bag, bi said it looks like those Scotland people always carry. And he doesn't find it nice but i like. So sad! ): I want buy bag! Hees. Bi saw one handbag which he finds it nice and wants to buy for me. Yesterday got no time to see that bag perhaps when his next off day we'll go see.
Final conclusion i bought the jumpers and got one red belt for FREE! WAHAHAS XD.

Now i am looking for a bottom to match with the white sleeveless top that bi bought for me yesterday and also shoes.
Bi said i becomes so fussy and frickle middled when coming to buy clothes. Yes i am! Dress, skirts i don't wear. Well not really don't wear but seldom. :D If really cannot find the one i like, may be i'll wear the Mila dress as i have not wear it since the day bi bought it. Or the dress that my mother bought for me. :( Haish. I simply don't like to wear dress!

So happy that everything was back to normal for bi and i. *Love Love*
This misunderstanding shows that both of us are important to each other. It also draws our relationship closer. :) Bi, thanks for understanding how i feel. MUACKS!
Sometimes i find him kind of cute. Know why?



When he came over to my house to explain things again and actually i'm about to forgive him. Suddenly he took out the Yan yan and put it on the table. He hoped after i ate the Yan yan my temper will cease. Lol!
I ate it of course and it was nice. <3



Woke up at 10am got myself prepared and headed to bi's house. Actually i wanted to had chicken rice for lunch but bi's mother had cooked some food for us. After eating, i waited for him to prepare and headed to Orchard. First mall we went to was Far east plaza and unfortunately i didn't get any tops or bottoms there. Walked to Wisma next because bi wanted to buy the jacket or should i say shirt at Esprit which costs $199. So expensive right? But luckily it's bi's 大姐 birthday today and there is an 20% discount. However the bad news was, bi cannot find that top there. Walked around and he bought a skinny jeans at Flesh Imp.
Received his 大姐 calls, backed to Far east plaza to meet up with her and accompanied her to collect her dress there. Not long later, bi's 二姐 called and she met up with us at Wisma because she wanted to buy clothes at Esprit for herself and her sons. We walked back there again! Shag!
Knew bi kept thinking of that top so i told him we went back to Marina Square since he saw it there.

Cabbed to Marina Square and one of the staffs told us that there were no more guys apparel there. Hell! Shopped at there for awhile and we took bus to Plaza singapura to find Alan, Siew Mei, Jian Bin and Wei Sen. They suggested to catch a movie, "The House" at Century Square. Took Mrt back, bi and i alighted at Simei because he wanted to take some stuffs at home and we met up with the rest at Tampines mall later.

Received Jasmine's call and she joined us for movie together with Jian Ping. Not too bad afterall for the show. After movie, all headed to 802 to meet Li Han and his friends and we had supper there. Home sweet home then. Felt so freaking tired!

Been to so many shoppings mall yet i didn't buy any clothes for Chinese new year! Perhaps i am too fussy. :D Oh ya, bi bought the Maybelline Angelfit foundation and a Volume express mascara for me. THANKS!!! Loves!
Surprisely we did not take much pictures today. :(







The story is about three horrible murders that happened to three women in different times. Shalinee, a young reporter wants to know the truth of the three mysterious murder cases that happened years ago. So she intensively starts searching clues. Finally she is introduced to a house where the crimes started. She discovers that the house is the same house where three women were killed by their lovers. When Shalinee steps inside the house, something haunts in there is the most terrible experience for her.

YOU MADE ME FUCKING ANGRY + DISAPPOINTED !!!

Yesterday i went to wait for him till he knocked off as he always says it has been a long time since i last fetched him off from work.
He did something which i MOST do not wish to see!! So nice smoking with a girl right?!! The feeling must be damn SHIOK right?!! Stopped telling me you came out to smoke was to find me! So what if it is the truth? DOES SHE NEEDS TO BE THERE?!!!!!
So what if she wants to smoke too. FUCK! She can't find other GUYS to accompany her. Can't you reject her and smoke later. Don't smoke you will die is it? So what if she has a boyfriend? None of my business. Who says one can't flirt with guys even she has a boyfriend.

Sometimes i don't know you are a dumb or an idiot. My face was already so damn black and my attitude towards you changed 360 degrees yet! you stil do not know what i'm pissed off with. All you know is to tap on me, pull my hands and call me. What else you stil know?! Asking me not to angry. HOW? You teach me lah.

I already once reminded you not to smoke with girls yet you jolly well take my words as though it was an air-words. When things happened all you know was to say sorry. 'Sorry', this word big fuck ah. The feeling which i wants to avoid MOST yet you gave it to me!
Telling me smoking with girls nothing wrong. Fine! From now onwards, after my school ends, whenever my guy friends drive a car or ride a motorbike, i'll ask them to send me home. Also nothing wrong what.

Heard that the girl loves to tease or disturb guys whom she knows. Bitch! Don't make me report to your boyfriend. I don't mind being your relationship spoiler. I see your face i already feel like slapping you. ARGHS!!!! FUCK!! Whether is she out there to spoil people relationships with or without intentions, i don't care!

This is the first time we quarrelled without putting to an end. I had been ignoring him since last night till now. Don't ask me why. I am just fucking angry and disappointed!!
My trust to you had gone down to the maximum! And i do not need you to trust me either.
Don't force me to my limits. Anger keeps flowing around me. Feel so much like switching off my handphone and not letting you able to find me.

I know some people out there must be feeling glad over my situation. By all means, i don't give a damn!

Everytime the alarm rang, i snoozed it for don't know how many times. Just so reluctant to go to school but stil pulled myself out of bed and washed up.

Projects! Projects!! Projects!!!

DMSD lesson for now on is to focus on our project as we need to submit by week 17. STRESS! Being the leader of the team is not so easy! Need to get all members to listen to you and not letting them dislike you. Having a group of 5 members sounds alot right. More manpower can also means less work to be done individually. BUT!!! I have 1 member who DO NOT CONTRIBUTE, PARTICIPATE OR EVEN COME TO LESSONS AT ALL!!! The other one seems to be like in a lost. Not knowing what to do and need spoon feed!
We have to do Peer Evaluation for every members in the team, no choice but i have to give low grades for them. Due to this, Annmon wanted to see the whole team. She said she had gone through our Peer Evaluation and she wanted us to edit the grades under 'Teaching' section. I've never seen such a nice lecturer sia. Want me to give high grades for ones who seldom attend class or so, i can't do it but stil, i did it. >.< !
Anyway, there is another Peer Evaluation 2 which is for the project. I'm not going to be lenient.

ICA lesson for now on is also focusing on project. Lengsan wanted to see our ServerModel codes with the connection to ClientView codes. There's a bonus of 10marks if we are able to submit by this week. I cracked my brain till i'm going to explode. Wanted to seek help from my classmates but all were busy typing their codes. Caiyan approached to help me but somehow our codings were different and i can't compiled. Sorry that i vent my anger. :)

Supposed to end school at 8pm but had Enterprise test so once finished the test can leave. Had it done less than 20 minutes. Haha! Did not go for dinner with Swee Lee and Nicholas because i thought my mother had cooked.

Reached home and saw no food so i ate cup noodles while watching 手足II. Bi called me during his second breakout. We chatted for awhile and he hung. Waiting for his next call when he knocks off.

Monday blues...
Knew i would overslept for the morning lesson so i asked Caiyan to give me a missed call at 7am. Ended up i reached class first although late by 10 minutes. She was on her way then. Lol. Thanks for waking me up. I love to sleep. :)
Caiyan, Jean and i went for lunch instead of reporting to class. Felt so hungry early in the morning. We spent nearly half an hour at the canteen but the lecturer did not mark us late or absent. Great! Haha.

Oh ya, first time i feel that Orgcom lesson is fun. Thought that we are going to have a role play today but IsaRafiq postpones to next Monday. For the 2 hours we did not have theory lesson but discussion among our own groups. Jokes all along the discussion.
Took out my cellphone and saw Jasmine's sms-es. Based on her message i sensed something was not right. Called her immediately and heard that there were some disputes occuring. Hopes she is feeling better now.
Met her up for dinner as we'd missed yesterday. Ordered Curry fish head and Sambal kangkong. It tastes much greater than the one we had few days ago. Plan to patronise other places Curry fish head. Haha. :D
Headed to 老地方 next. Chat alot on what we had missed out from one another. Though i missed 7pm 手足II, i'm fine with it because i did not meet her for quite some times.

Did not post pictures recently and here it comes.



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Caught her smiling. XD


Our Curry Fish head, gone to our stomachs. Hees.


Yummy yummy!!

Can't get to sleep well last night due to keep running to the toilet but stil manage to wake up early this morning. Helped my mother with the laundry, washed the few tops that bi bought for me and hung them out to dry.
Had lunched with bi at 844 coffee shop and he off to work. Backed home and accompanied my brother to Tampines Mall to buy his Puma shoes. Backed home again and thought of asking Jasmine out for dinner. We planned so nice about what we going to eat and suddenly my mother came into my room telling me she was meeting 大姨 at Bedok for dinner. I followed my mother and brother to Bedok instead of meeting Jasmine then. Sorry for the last minute changes.

Had a wonderful dinner tonight and damn full! All were my favourite dishes. Most favourite is Chilli crabs. No wonder it is worth waiting. Know why i said that? Because we reached there around 6.45pm and waited till 7.15pm then found a table. Next we stil got to wait for nearly an hour for those dishes to be served. Frankly speaking, i waited till so pissed off. At least the food doesn't taste like shit.
Cabbed home and here i am. :) Good night guys.

Saturday stil need to go back school for Orgcom meeting. Not much people in school guess most of them either work, shopping or slack at home. Backed home at around 4pm and started surfing net, play game, watch television and finally my project work.
Received Jasmine's sms asking me to join them to Party World at town. Rejected her because i don't feel like going out and also no money. :(

Suddenly, i feel that my brother has grown up. From a small boy to a man. He knows how to dress himself now! Wants to look handsome now! Lol.
He just came back home from his shopping and showed me what he had bought. Wow! Unbelievable that a nerd boy like him would buy cardigan, style tops. And i'm so so so surprised that he asked me whether he should pierce his ear or not. WAHAHAS! My reply to him was, "Are you mingle with some bad companies?" Haha. One day i shall take pictures with him. (:
Heard from him that he happened to see Jasmine. I was thinking her eyes must be full of admiration. HAHA! :D MY BROTHER IS HANDSOME RIGHT?? LOL!

Almost bored to death! Message bi and no replies from him! Already passed 11pm yet no sms-es/calls from him. Is he that busy with his work? OT and OT and OT...

No need to wake up so early for school because ICA labtest started at 10am instead of 9am. Don't think that there's no difference, it does! I can sleep for another 1 hour. WAHAHAS XD. Think there should not be any problem passing the test. :) Skipped Wireless lecture because i had an appointment with the doctor. Well, actually not the first time skipping lectures. Haha. :D

Today was bi's off day. Met up with him at prime mart and he accompanied me to the clinic for check up.
Doctors always say the same old line. "Remember to drink more plain water." When the results out, the doctor told me that my situation has been under controlled. Therefore, he did not prescribe any medicine for me. He also mentioned that it was an on-and-off situation and if i feel any discomfort i have to go back to the clinic.
Backed to Simei and had lunch with bi. The chicken rice was delicious. Yummy yummy! Most of all it was cheap! 2 dollars per plate and the soup is free-flow. ^o^ Feel so hungry now. Haha. Headed to bi's house after that. Slept till near 7pm and his mother bought 虾面 for dinner. :)

To: My hubby,

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY <3

I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!


Wake up at 7.30am when lesson starts at 8am. Bi sent me to school and off he went for work. Upon reaching the class i asked Belvin whether Kumbar had taken the attendance. So happy to hear that the attendance has not been taken. Great! Because i was late by half an hour. :D Learned that there's a presentation today so last night i'd been rushing for IA powerpoint slides. I'm the first to present and less than 2 minutes i'd finished the presentation. Haha. Sat down and relaxed myself for the next 2 hours while sms-ing with bi. Fell asleep half way through and when i woke up, the lesson ended.

Lunched with Huiyee, Yiwen and Nicholas at Breadboard. We left with half an hour for lunch due to wasting time at free access lab printing our stuffs. The stupid printer did not listen to our commands! Backed to AMCAP lab for our labtest. Thank goodness Huiyee got the codes from Gina. It helps us damn lots! Thanks thanks! (:

Another breakout after the labtest. Headed to Business school cafe, Bistro Walk. We were pissed off by their services. Especially their attitudes sucks! We ordered 2 plates of waffles with ice cream, 2 pieces chicken wings with fries and 1 root beer float. They fancy let us waited at the queue for so long and on top of that they made us repeated our orders especially the types of ice cream flavours. Pissed! Found ourselves a seat and we waited damn long for our food. Once again pissed! I walked up to the counter and poured 2 cups of plain water (free-flow). When i sat down, "You should not take the water just like that." Huiyee said. Her mindset was, this is a cafe and the waitresses should get for us the water the moment we sat down. Next, she raised her hands and asked for the water. Yet the waitress told her it was self-service! Again services sucks! Pissed!
Yiwen realised that the chicken wings were not really cooked because there was bloodstains on the chicken. Yucks! Complain! Huiyee and my waffles ice cream are better.
Don't think we're going to patronise again. Even if we do, we'll just order the root beer float.



Cookies and Cream ice cream waffle.


Chicken Wings and Fries.


That's my chocolate ice cream waffle. (:


Root beer float with Rasberry ice cream on top

Whoo! Sorry guys for not updating. Have been busy for the past few days. Cannot really recall what happened past few days.

Saturday, 12 Jan. Brought Siew Mei and Shu Qing to Tp's Open house. Received Jasmine call on our way to school and she joined us later. After loitering around, we went Orchard together. Four of us spent like nobody business especially Shu Qing and Jasmine. Poor Siew Mei and i got to save abit. Hees. I bought 2 tops at Far East Plaza. Cheap cheap. :D
Finally i got to see the burberry bag at Takashima which Jasmine told me long ago. Though it's not the one i'm looking for but overall not too bad. Looks like the one i'm looking for had discontinued but it's alright because i have another design in mind. (: Tried the Chanel Chance perfume and it smells great. Should i get that instead of the Kinky femme perfume? I'm stil thinking. Haha.
Backed Tampines and waited for bi to knock off and home sweet home. ^^

Pictures taken at Tp, Mrt and Orchard.


Open House at Tp.


Jasmine, Me, Siew Mei and Shu Qing.


Our names written in Japanese. :)


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We were caught chatting red handed. =D


What am i doing?


Nice one! (:


My 2 sisters! <3


What am i staring at?


Jasmine says i'm ah lian. :(


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Slacking at Orchard.

Bi accompanied me to school this morning and waited for me till i dismissed from my ICA quiz 2. Score 16 out of 20 for the quiz. :)
Backed home and mother told me she's cooking Curry fish for dinner. Not long later, Wee Keong called bi and asked him out. No choice but to eat the Curry fish earlier. Wee Keong and Swee Bin waited for us downstairs my house. Sorry to keep you guys waiting. I'm slowed at preparing. :D

Sat Wee Keong's car and he drove us to Marina Sqaure for shopping. End up we shop nothing but catch a movie, Body #19. Not recommended to watch. It's not nice! The storyline kind of lame. After the movie, we headed to Suntec City while Wee Keong went to meet his bunk friends for awhile. Christina came to look for us when i was buying Yummy yogurt. I stunned for awhile when she called me. It was because she had cut her fringe. She looks so different. Nearly could not recognised her till i saw Swee Bin standing beside her. Haha.
Walked round Suntec while waiting for Wee Keong. Saw a top at TopShop and thought of buying but the sizes for me only left the white ones. Actually wanting to get the white one but Christina said it would look transparent and bi might not like it. Indeed she was right. End up i did not get that top. ):

Around an hour later or so, Wee Keong came over and we went to 老巴刹 for dinner. Swee Bin ordered 臭豆腐 and it was really smelly. Lol. Christina and him ate fast to get rid of the smell. Haha.
Backed Tampines but did not know where else we can go. Swee Bin and Christina left first when we were at SHELL petrol station. Went to fetch Wee Zhao and headed to Katong for lan games. Enjoyed myself today! :) Thanks bi for bringing me out. Going to bed. Night!

Pictures next.


Swee Bin (left) and Wee Keong, the driver (right).


Bi and i sitting behind. :)


Me inside his car. (:

Did not go to school today. Not feeling well and i went to see a doctor. The doctor said i have some kind of infection. Not going to mention in details. Pardon for it. I was told to finish the course and back to the clinic for another check up next week.

Wednesday, 9 Jan. Watched One Missed Call with bi, Alan and Siew Mei. A so-so show. Nothing much to say about the show.
I need rest. Good night guys.

Thank goodness MOE lesson was not so boring and Adrian dismissed the class half an hour early.
My group came out with a survey regards to the product we are selling. When Adrian came to my group, he was like trying to find mistakes from our questions and i kept debating. The process was damn funny. Especially when we mentioned 黄金路 in front of him. Our purpose was to hope that he would dismiss the class early so that he could get to watch his favourite show. Haha. Try imagine a teacher discussing the different episodes of the drama with a student. Lol.



Bi's cooking lunch for me before i goes to school. LOVE!




I can see my boy 爱心面. <3

Had Kfc for dinner with Jasmine after our school ended. Went to her house to watch 手足. After the show she came to my house because i took some files in her hardisk. Did not know that i have 'Saw III' movie inside my drives till Jasmine opened that folder. It's freaking GROSS!! No wonder is R21 show. Have not finished watching the show because i have too many stuffs to do.
After she left, i quickly started doing Wireless Assignment 2 Powerpoint presentation. Finally i'd completed them around midnight.
Saw pictures few days ago when i'm browsing through my old blog. Decided to post them. Don't be shock! I'm damn CHUBBY and FAT!!! Omg!

Pictures next.


I miss those secondary school days with them! <3


Fuck! Damn ugly!!! ):

Alarm rang at 12.30pm and i got myself out of the bed. After finished bathing and packing my bag, i headed to bi house. Hais. Quarrelled with him. It was my fault actually. 我在发小姐脾气. Afterall everything was fine. Thanks bi! :) Left his house to Century Square. Bought 'I am Legend' movie tickets. A nice show but i dislike the ending. Haha. Walked round Century Square and saw Swee Bin and Christina shopping too. After few words we separated with each other. Bought a pair of slipper at SHINE. (: Saw a cute and sweet make up pouch feel like buying. Know what.? Both bi and my cash added up stil short of 50cents in order for me to get that pouch!!! Bi said he wanted to withdraw money for me to buy that pouch but i stopped him. Don't want him because of the 50cents and need to withdraw 20bucks. Hais. I'm missing that cutie pouch. The sales person said that design do not have stocks left. Sob.

Backed home and played dota with bi. Bi felt hungry and we went to 7-11. On our way back, we saw a skateboard with a handle lying on the floor. Few days ago, we were walking at the path and we heard a small boy saying, "Hee Hee Hee". FUCK! The sound was like few steps in front of us. It was around midnight and there was no one except me and bi. Moreover the sound was loud and clear. When we saw the skateboard, my mind flashed passed that boy. Bi and i had the same feeling. I was telling bi i feel that the skateboard belonged to the boy. We continued walking to the lifts. When the lift opened at fifth storey, we saw a soccer ball lying in front of the lift! HELL! Bi stopped and we stunned for awhile and walked in a fast pace to my door step. I quickly took out my key and opened the door while bi looked back to see whether the ball followed us anot. HOLY SHIT!! My heart almost pop out from my mouth! Can't imagine what i'll do if bi shouted the ball's rolling towards us.! I doubt i'll run because the ball might roll faster than my running speed. I'll kick the ball perhaps. :D Guess it's time to visit the temple as soon as possible.



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Purposely post this pictures though bi don't like. But i find him cute. Haha.


Friday, 4 Jan. Met up with Jasmine and took cab to fetch Jian Ping before heading down to Jian Bin's Bbq birthday celebration at Pasir Ris Park. Li Han, his girlfriend, Siew Mei, Jena, Shu Qing and few of Jian Bin's friends were there already. We girls sat at the stone table and chair beside the pit chit chat and drank martel. Swee Bin and Christina came later. Oh i'd received the shawl. Thanks Christina! :) Bi came after his work with Wei Sen. Did not play much but had alot of chats with Siew Mei and Christina. What a pity Jasmine, Jian Ping and Jena went home early.

School reopens so fast! Bi send me to school this morning. <3
Thursday is a long day for me but glad that i have Hui Yee, Yi Wen and many more friends to accompany me throughout the day. (:
Got back my results, i'd only fail one paper, Internet Appliances. First time i pass 4 out of 5 subjects. *Clap clap* I want to do well for main examinations too!
Sukumar end the lesson an hour early and i got home around 5.15pm. Mother bought dinner and i ate with her. Next was dota. Haha. Nothing to do at home so i find games to play. :D
Wonder what time will bi knock off. Heard that there's conversion at his shop and he might end work late.
I am looking forward to Friday and Saturday events!

Also, you guys might have notice that i added few items in my wishlist. Hope i can get them soon! ^^ Good night guys. :)

一段关于我和俊贤的爱情故事. . .


故事是从俊源中学开始. . .

再2001年我升上中学时, 我就开始对他有了好感. 每天在学校都想要看到他. 可惜的是我跟他念不同班. 幸好我有一位好朋友秀美帮我. 她跟他是念同一班. 每次我都会问秀美和俊贤有关的事.
一旦有了他的电话号码, 因为害羞而不敢打给他. 有一天, 我鼓起勇气打给他, 却不知该和他聊什么. 时间一天一天的过终于再2002年4月9日, 他接受了我. 当时我好高兴好想珍惜这份感情, 可是他却一点都不认真和在乎. 我们只有名分上算是男女朋友, 在现实生活中一点都不是. 两个星期后我们分开了.

今年他突然出现, 进入我的生活. 让我感到惊讶的是他既然喜欢我. 有一天他的朋友打给我告诉我那个号码是俊贤的. 起初我没把它当一回事. 渐渐地他不但传简讯给我也打电话和我聊天. 后来他承认他喜欢我. 他对我说在一年前就想找回我但是就是拿不出勇气来.
当时我真的不敢相信他喜欢我. 而且我还对我的前男友念念不忘. 在我心情不好时, 俊贤陪着我. 可以说是天天到我的老地方找我陪我.
有一天他向我告白, 我什么答案都没给他, 只对他说: "我还忘不了他". 他的朋友们都叫我给俊贤一次机会试试看, 他是认真的. 我什么都没听进去还对他们说: "我们是不可能的". 原因是我一心只想等着我的前男友回到我身边.

一直到有一天, 不知为什么我的心里觉得不舒服. 已经有好多天没收到俊贤的简讯了. 心里开始有那么一点的想他. 我拿起手机传了个简讯给他. 当时的我已经决定忘了前男友重新接受他.
不知老天爷是不是捉弄人. 在我要接受他的那晚, 我的前男友出现了. 他对我说: "我们复合吧? 再给我一次机会". 当时我的心情真的真的真的好乱. 我是很想回到他的身边但又觉得对俊贤很不公平.因为这件事, 俊贤的心情感到很沉重. 他甚至决定放弃来成全我们. 当我知道他要放弃时, 我不知不觉感到有点伤心. 他对我的付出真的比我的前男友多. 在几个月的思考下, 我拒绝了我的前男友. 2007年7月17日是我们再一次在一起.

我会选择他是因为我看到了他的真心. 看到他紧张我的样子, 关心我的样子, 在我生气时哄我的样子. 就是好喜欢好喜欢这种感觉哦!
他经常说我对他没信心或信任. 我是对他有那么一点没信任. 毕竟他是个男人. 男人总是花心的. 他对我以前的爱情事情了如指掌. 我是个受伤害长大的女人. 对于过去的事还有一点恐惧感.
他对我说他好后悔当初没有珍惜我. 我相信现在补偿还来得及.

我很庆幸他回来了, 我要对他说: "我没后悔做了这个选择."