Quarrels again. Hais. Everytime during your off day we would definitely quarrel. Has been continued for the past few weeks!

Went to his house yesterday noon and he had some disputes with his family. Can see from his face and attitude that his is in a bad mood. Wanted to stay by his side accompanying him but YuanZhi messaged me and thought of meeting up. Moreover it was his birthday. It wouldn't be nice if i don't turn up cos we planned to meet before his trip to Taiwan but i didn't turn up. Now he's back.

Therefore i asked Bi to accompany me to meet up with him, Alex and Racheal. His straight reply pissed me. Since he was not in good mood and don't want to accompany due to some reasons. Nevermind. I go myself alone. Left his house to avoid showing each other attitudes.

Received his message when i was with YuanZhi they all. Again, quarrelled over the phone. Hais. Both of us agreed that why always have to quarrel during our off day. I seriously don't know why. Felt so pissed off and i replied him, maybe we are not fated. After sending that message, i kinda regret. Hurt me most was his replied, "maybe ba". At that time i was thinking, he seemed to hack care me. He said that he do not want me to go but end up...
I even said to him that being together with you my happy times is less than sad times. This message hurts you right?

He came to look for me from ntg and sat downstair my block. I purposely did not want to answer his calls but stil i answered. I was crying like mad before and after his calls. He came up to look for me. I know both of us had said hurtful words to each other especially me, but i don't mean it, so does you. And i'll take back my words, i stil want to meet you during your off days!! We stil have many places have not go.

Did not go to school today cos my eyes were swollen. It's like i can only open my eyes to a certain limit. Do not want my friends to see so i choose to stay at home.