Friday, April 30, 2010
From today onwards, i must change myself, in the sense of my mindset. I must be decisive and dare to accept and challenge risks. Yes, I’m stil young! If i do not try, i will never gonna know if i can succeed or not. Whatever the outcome it is, i must take it. Thinking back, it’s a pretty good thing that i do not have any commitments and i’m not tied up by any things.
One’s greatest regret is not giving oneself the chance to try. “The road to success is always under construction.”
What have i been doing for the past 2 months?
As usual woke up early in the morning for work, stayed back in the office for revision. Finally after the 4th attempts, i passed my Module 9 – Life Insurance and Investment-Linked Policies. Currently taking my Module 5 – Rules and Regulations for Financial Advisory Services, and Health Insurance. I must not let myself down especially Malcom and lady boss, Joleen. Actually, I count myself lucky to be working in this branch, count myself lucky to have such a nice lady boss who will buy breakfast for me everyday when i came to office. Though she’s the type of person who does not express herself but i know that she has been helping me all the while especially in front of Boss.
Perhaps just like what Malcom had said, to her, she saw herself in me. We have the similarities in each other. I once shared with her what i want to achieve in the future. Hanging out of no where, living with no aims or goals isn’t what i want. Without her, i wouldn’t be able to focus on my examinations. Sometimes, i just feel so stress out when i failed the examinations. Imagine being approved by Joleen to study during my working hours other than after my working hours, yet i stil could not make it for the examinations. I simply feel so bad for taking the full amount of pay whereby i feel that i’m not deserve to.
As for Malcom, up to today, he has not been giving up hope on me. He guides and teaches me regardless of the examinations or my personal behaviours. For the past 2 months, he has been staying back in the office to help me in my studies. On top of that, he even sent me home. Though i am not a qualified financial planner, he stil brings me along with him to his appointments. From there, I gained lots of knowledges. He is really an excellent mentor. Some people may not like my job while some people may like. I must not let other’s thoughts influent me. I have to get rid of all the 'BUTS' & 'WHAT IFS' in my mind!!!
What’s happening now is that life is going to be very different compared to the past. Career is my first priority. Spending my time outside working is more than spending my time with Hubby. Thanks to him for being an understanding boyfriend. Both of us are striking hard for our future! The secret to success in life is for a man to be ready for his opportunity when it comes.
The Recents...
The Pasts...
Monday, March 15, 2010
I know i have not been updating consistently.
Health not in good condition, head aches often.
Busy working and at the same time taking my M9 examinations.
What Ah Dan & Hubby's Ah Pek said about me were true. My heart is just the size of my hand, and i am stuffing so many stuffs inside. I'm bothering with too many stuffs, be it my career, my finance or my future.
Manage my things step by step.? Ain't i'm practicing that now?
Am i expecting too much for my future?Am i really greedy?? Most importantly, am i happy???
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Took a half day leave from Monday to Thursday for my driving lessons, and a full day leave on Friday for my TP. Good news to share, I PASSED! HAHAS! Can officially drive on the road. :) A new year a good start. :)
Backed to office after a 5 days holiday but stil having the holiday mood. HAHAS. :D Surprisingly I was the first to reach the office today. The entire office has got no staffs, so I called Joleen and she said she would be late. Kinda disappointed after hearing that cause I thought that there was no need to work today. :D Most of my colleagues started coming in around 9.30am, bringing oranges along to 百年 with our boss. All of them except for me brought oranges. But I was smart enough to borrow 2 oranges from James. HAHAS! Took turn to 百年 with the boss. Next, all the agents together with the boss, went to the meeting room to play black jack, I supposed.
Malcom came to fetch Huiyee & i to the company lunch at a restaurant @ Shaw Tower. The lunch lasted for about 2 hours and all of us left. By then I realized that it was a “half-day “ work. :D Malcom asked me to drive his car backed to the office to collect some stuffs before we headed to the airport to pick Yiwen up. From there we went to Yishun, Malcom’s house to 百年.
Saturday
Spent the day cleaning my room and doing my own stuffs. Thought of clearing my wardrobe, it was loaded with clothings and i had a hard time digging for clothes. No wonder i felt that i kept wearing the same clothes almost every week. :D However, i do not have the time to do that. At around 5pm, i started bathing and preparing myself for reunion dinner at 二姨 house. I was sms-ing with my brother while preparing and he said that he was coming back home to bath and change, & he told me to take my time in preparing. HAHAS. :D
Cabbed to Old Airport Road. For the last year and the year before that, i did not tagged along for the reunion dinner. In another words, i have not seen my cousins and nephews for 2 years. Especially my nephews, they are so big now, one in Secondary One and the other in Secondary Four. Well, i can say time really flies. I’m 22 years old, & 8 years down the road, i’ll be 30 years old!!! :(
Alright back to the dinner. It wasn’t a sumptuous one. Vegetarian steamboat for reunion dinner. -.-“ Initially i thought it would be the standard one and at that point of time I was craving for prawns. :X Dissapointment. :( All i ate was a small bowl of rice with corn soup. Messaged Hubby and told him about it. Hubby drove and came to fetch me to his house with Ah Hao and joined them for the dinner.
Sunday
正月初一. Woke up around 9+ in the morning to prepare and get ready for the visitings. Headed to Hubby’s house and waited for his mother and two sisters to get ready. Hubby’s father waited till he went off without the whole family. LOL! Walked over to Hubby’s maternal side as it was only few blocks away. Eating, chatting and watching Tv programmes were what we did. In the evening, we went back to Hubby’s house as his relatives were coming over. At night, Wee Keong, Jianbin & Alan came over too. The guys were drinking Black Label + Beer together with Aaron & Zhi Xian. HIGH + DRUNK!
CNY Day 1.
Zhiwei & me. :)
Hubby, me, Zhiwei & Aaron.
Monday
正月初二. Hubby’s father called and told us that he was coming over to fetch us to Hubby’s paternal side. I woke up immediately after hearing that. Reason being I was slow in bathing & putting on make up and Hubby’s father got himself ready in a fast pace. Went down to the usual place where Hubby’s father always waited for us. Not a fun place to visit, I sat down eating the snacks and dozed off. :D Thank goodness Hubby’s father also find it boring and he suggested to leave. Down to 南天宫 for visiting. Alan & Siewmei joined in shortly. From there, we bused to Chit yan’s house. His mother is super over friendly. It’s kinda over till i feel a lil uncomfortable. She even cooked noodles for us. But by the time she finished her cooking, we were about to leave to Alan’s house for steamboat. Our stomach really bloated by then. Black jack again. I was too exhausted that i felt asleep.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
As usual, alarm rang at 5.45am and i snoozed til 6.20am, & got out of bed. Half way through my bath, my stomach pain like fuck. Based on my past experiences, i knew i was too weak for work. Called Joleen and told her that i'll be on MC today. Too weak to blow my hair and i just lied and fell asleep.
After reading Limin's blog, i've got the urge to post what she had written. Simply by just copy & paste. :D Anyway i'd asked her for permission. :)
12th January.
Early in the morning, I really laugh until very happy.
Alot tee ay ann in my throat. Thanks to Liling.
She kept complaining about her NEW heels, because it spoil. The clip in front cannot clip, then when she walk, it will flip flip flip, click click click.
She kept on scolding vulgarities, and I think I'm mad. I hear liao, kept laughing.
I think vulgarities are very funny. HAHA.
She from Tampines to Redhill shial, never stop.
And this lao auntie really damn tactless. She stared at Liling's heels, then stared at Liling's face. And when she walked in front of us, she continued to stared at the heels and Liling. LILING SIBEI DULAN.
And at the same timing, the both of us wanted to tell each other about this auntie.
Liling very agitated.
Liling: You saw that LAO auntie?! KNN. So lao liao, still step 一個年輕 wanna wear until so striking. So lao liao, even my mum also wunt wear pink, she KNN wear until so pink. Scared people cannot see her issit? 大白天的！This si cheebong!
So funny! HAHA. She kept repeating.
OL 的美好形象 mee yew 去了！
Last time on the bus still wanna act nice, wanna let uncle sit priority seat.
Liling: Actually I wanna sit one. But you know OL must have this nice image, cannot.
Upon hearing her say this bullshit, I cannot control my laughter.
I really LOL. Then Liling started laughing also, because of my LOL.
Still got another time, in front of us got one priority seat. Got one auntie sat on it.
Liling: We don't sit, let her sit. She have so many newspapers, I pity her.
She mad. Newspaper 才﹐pity her what?!
好不容易 MAINTAIN 的 OL 形象 GONE LIAO.
During the entire journey, complain buay stop.
Even reach office le, still complain. HAHA.
LIMIN!! I MISS YOU!!! :(
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Old pictures. :X
唐朝府 @ Chinatown
